mcm dalam vakum lak!!!

heran tul np sume leh lak jadi cam nie tiba2..aku dah r bosan nak mampus kat sini..leh lak jadi cam nie..f**k lar!!!!
ehmm..sbnrnya aku pun xtau nak tulis ape dlm kat sini...kadang aku pun nek menyampah ngan apa yg ku lalui skrg..rs cam bodoh pun ada gak..arggghhh!!!biar je lar..
aku kena bertahan...kena wat tanggungjawab aku..aku janji...

nie satu lagi...tyme aku dok prctice nak improve guitar skill aku..tringat lak mmbr aku kat uitm..fuhh...rindu lak ngan dorg...nak jam!!!uitm best..ramai band boy..bkan band boy je..band girl pun ada gak..snang nak jam..lgpun sna bandmate aku ade lagi..sini pe ade.pegrrhhh, bosan sial..bile la nak ada mmbr aku sini yg nak maen band..asyik2 sume ngan motor die, ngan kete die...bosan larrr....men blog??fuh..nie lagi aku x tau npe tetiba lak rajin nak tulis blog..maybe sbb bosan sgt..eh x r..aku sbnrnya rindu sgt ngan awek aku yg tgh camping tu..bukan pe..aku dah lama x same2 dating ngan die... : ( .. dah r... mls nak kecoh..

Tawau Next Music Scene

ehm..rs rindu lak nak jamming ngan cigaretteandlighter..tp sume dah ada haluan msing2..bukan sbb tukar band..we all still stu band lagi..cuma muneyro je yg terkeluar..now just me, rashid, and zakwan..kteorg just tggu tyme untuk bersama semula..kebangkitan kami di hanya sekejap sahaja di Kuching, Sarawak swktu ketika dahulu..2 pun msih lum bnyk yg kenal...just UiTM n UNIMAS je lar...then sume brubah sejak zakwan dah pindah g Melaka..

sampai ari nie..aku terfikir sesotu yg aku rasa cam ssh je nak jadi..aku nak forming band kat tempat kelahiran aku..Tawau..yg wat aku rsa ssh nak form nie bukan pe..nak carik mmbr musician ni payah...ada pun yg hangat2 taik die...fuh..tp aku rasa aku patut lebarkan sayap aku disini demi industri muzik Malaysia..poyo lak..hahaha..hmmm...skank aku kena r carik yg tul2 minat ngan muzik nie..n skank aku tgh bz n bengong je carik information psl Tawau Next Music Scene nie ha..cam xde je...just waiting je...tu pun kadang..kalo ade..tetibe je ade..x hebah pun dulu be4 pape..advertising xde..perk..cner r ey.....

kata bapakku..

nie kesah pada 21 may bebaru nie...kesah brmula pada petang hari apabila bapak aku mntak aku teman die g airport p ambik mamak aku yg sampai pada 9 mlm nnt katanya...sbnrnya xnak lagi aku g airport tu buang masa aku lepak kat airport tawau yg leh katakan se-standard terminal bas je tu..walaupun begitu, demi ayahanda tercinta...aku rela berjuang bermati-matian utk survive dgn kebosanan disana.

perjalanan ke airport selalunya kalo standard bpkku yg drive adalah kira2 setgh jam..jadi kami pun bertolak dari rmh pada pkl 8:15 mlm..

dalam perjalanan pergi..tetiba bapakku berkata-kata.."ko x berminat ka utk berkhidmat dgn Polis Diraja Malaysia dalam sektor pentadbiran awam?"....ui na jowh...gillak kau..tetiba sesi kaunseling lak nie..aku pun berkata "eh..teda r pak..bkan ndak minat, tu bkn jadi priority ku"..pastu bapak ku sibuk mempromote perkhidmatan awam dalam PDRM tu kat aku..aku pun iya2 jak r..jaga ati kan..

sampai lak di airport....sekali lagi bapakku berkata-kata.."bagus ko jadi pilot ril. leh ko jadi pilot polis." hahaha...x abz lagi dgn polis nya tu..btl lar org tua2 kata..kadang mak bapak tu mau anaknya ikut jejak langkah nya...tp bagi aku, aku rasa bukan sebb apa pun..just sbb 'kabel' senang uda kalo mo ikut jejak langkah dorg..tp ada kebaikan n keburukannya lar jugak..

waktu di airport...punya lar lama kami menunggu mamak ku smpai..kami sampai sana jam 8:50 gitu...sampai lar jam 10:27 gitu baru dorg punya fl8 smpai..fuhh..rupanya fl8 delay tp ndak mengasi tau..tul2 lar..bengang pun ada gak...kelaparan lagi r sgt2...

perjalanan balik dari airport..."ingat lagi bapak dlu wktu ko kecik2 ril..waktu dikampung dulu, abz anak ayam nenek ko cabut kepalak nya" hahahah...aku x sangka aku sebegitu kejam gak rupanya..wahhaha...leh lak aku cabut kepalak anak ayam..nak jadi cam David Blaine kowt..hehe...

sampai jak rumah..aku terus angkat beg2 mamakku g ruang tamu dari kereta..pastu aku ambik lek kunci kereta..aku g bli actifast untuk bpk ku sbb dia kata dia demam..then aku lek rmh bagi dia ubat tu...pastu dia ambik "thank you ril, gud nite " fuh..tersentuh lak ati aku tyme dia ckp gitu tyme tu..ntah napa..tp aku rasa len..rasa cam cara nya berckp tu penuh dgn kasih sayang yg aku x dpt mo explain mcm mana aku rasa tu sebnrnya.....

ɯןɯ2 ɐʞn sǝupıɹı

fuh..lma gak aku x tulis blog nie rpenye..thanx to munirah coz ingtkan aku sal acc blogger nie..rpenye aku ada blog ingtkan xde tdi..hihi..sbb tu lar aku tetiba rsa nak tulis2 kat sini smbl2 testing my keybording skill yg mdm sue ajar dlu..wahaha..mlm nie sggh mmbosnkan wat aku..awek dah tido..aku lak bru je lepas bukak web ntah pape..bkan porno web yup..huuuuuuuu

mlm nie rs cam best lak layan hamster aku bernama kiki ngan kuching betina aku, toton bersama-sama 3 ekor anaknya yg lum kluar sijil lahir lagi..tu sbb xde nma tuh..tgk dorg dok men dlm kandang tu nmpk cam nak manjat ingin meloloskan diri mereka..si kiki lak sibok gigit2 pintu besi kandang 2..acah2 gigi die kuat dpt potong besi..bangang tul..xnak aku tolong..

kol2 awek aku sampai penat jari ni mendail no die..msih x bgun2..maybe msh mrh kowt..sbb kteorg ada krisis kecil tdi..biasa r tu..masam manis percintaan..x perfect cinta tu kalo xde gado2..jgn gado2 terus uda..

owh ya..wktu pas krisis ngan tersayang tdi..aku dok diam2 kat katil tu..pastu tetiba je aku p tgk2 laci2 almari aku kat bilik 2..rs rindu lak ngan old stuff aku..bnyk gak r barang2 aku dlu..skank sume x pakai dah..rasa nak buang..tp bnyk lak kenangan..ntah nak wat pe..yg aku tau..bilik aku dah berselerak sbb aku bongkar tdi cri sume brg2 tu..

ntah lar..aku x tau nak tulis pe dah..ini je la kowt utk msa nie..k r..byebye..

How Well Do You Know Me Sayang?

crita pasal quiz yang wat kat facebook application..perghhhh!!punya r sedih aku..

adakah SAYANGKU sendiri ndak tau tarikh lahir ku..

KECEWA + HAMPA X SUMA YANG MENYEDIHKAN = AKU

ni na kerta solan yang dibuat nya.. : (

smpai ati syg...

Worst Performance Ever

Nie citer psl band aku…aku bengang sgt ngan *******….ada plak be4 men x btul kan tune guitar dulu…org ngah tuning die leh lak terus men lagu….bodok!!!

Skit ati aku…usaha kteorg slama nie sia2 je…ha skank ko pndai2 ambik ati kteorg lagi..

Aku lak xtau lagi nak trus men ngan dorg ke x…

Tp aku syg band aku nie….

Shitty Friends

Ada kesah sal sorg bdk nie…dulu bek je org nie..senang je hati tgk die…skank, aku ngan kwn len pun dah nek menyampah ngan org nie..

Sbbnya:

1. die leh lak pau rokok mmbr len smpai abz tanpa minta izin tuan punya rokok..selambe die jer…

2.kalo die x jmpe rokok org len nak pau, die dok mencarut bukan2 sambil r menyelongkar barang org len..

3. pastu, bled ah jumpa die leh lak kata tuannya rokok KEDEKUT..

4. wal hal die yang kedekut..ada duet xnak bli sendiri..nak pau rokok org…

eeeiiishhhh…geram tul tgk mamat nie…tu r…dulu elok2 je..skank ko gi lak men dadah..bangang pe ko nie…aku dah ckp dlu jgn…dah xnak trime nasehat org…ambik ko…skank sume menyampah ngan ko..

arap ko brubah..

Love You Sayang

this my picture with beloved girlfriend..
zaza was her name.. I love her so much..
with all my heart..i miss her

miSsinG her sO mUcH

hurrrmmmm.....

1 week aground at Sarawak to continue my s2dy make my heart feel so sad..sick of missing her..although i'm here, but my heart is left there, i mean Tawau the place where she lives. Knowing she has a lot of works to be done there, so sometimes we got no time for us albeit on the phone. But it already become wont for me now, although i know she wasn't.. For you sayang..

I love you so much...muah

Sayangi lah Mak Bapak Kamu!!!

mak..pak..
ehm...pe hal tah ngan aku nie...cutiku slama dua bulan nie cam rs laen je...
jarang aku nak habiskan ngan mak bapak aku..aku sibuk ngan urusan aku..
mak bapak aku pun sibuk ngan urusan msing2..
mslhnya asal aku x bz dorg bz..kalo aku lak bz dorg x bz..

ehm..aku rs serba salah...dorng belikan aku tiket blek cuti kat rmah sbb nak jmpa aku..nak aku ada ngan dorg..nie cam dah laen..kekdang aku rs aku nie kurang ajar..tp ape yg aku kurang ajar???

ehmm...aku still rindu dorg biarpun aku skank dok serumah ngan dorg..ntah r pe jadi bile aku dah kat srwk lagi nnt...msti aku rindu dorg giler babi...
bile aku tgk mak bapak aku kerja keras
aku rs sedih...cian, cian tgk dorg keje keras, penat2 just for me and adek2
dan aku lak cam raja..habiskan duet mak bapak walaupun x bnyk r..
ehmmm pengorbanan mereka..mmg tul org ckp jasa mak bapak tiada tandingan..
mak, pak, aril minta maaf skiranya aril bnyk menyusahkan mak bapak selama nie..
aril syg mak ngan bapak..

Miss You Chayunk...

2day is da most wonderful day of my life..
spending da whole day with my beloved..
even though I do not know whether she feels same like me..
but I beginning to feel her love..

approaching night she complaining she drowse..
and I give space she to rest..
same like me, my eyelid felt heavy..
I even further go sleep..

suddenly I wake up from my sleep..
i feel missing her again..
taking my hp and calling her..
and written "the call is waiting at other party"...

ehmm....
I feel sad when she do not answer my call after several multiply
i don't know why..
maybe coz she was calling with other man
that's was what playing in my minds..

shortly after, she answering my call...
I even ask why??
what she doing just now??
she said:
I just sleep only just now
I did not calling with someone even just now..

i trust her...
you know why???
because i really2 love her..
i never feel like this before...
and hoping she always tell the truth...
maybe the celcom having connection that time...

Tiga Kategori Wanita

di tawau kami ada tiga kategori wanita:

Kodam


dia nie bule r diklaskan dlm kelas Kodam.
Kodam nie sbnrnya pompuan jelek atopun hodoh yg mmg muka pecah rmh r..
pendek kata dia nie xda aset penting pun..

Kodamian

nie plak Kodamian..Kodamian nie pompuan yg org ckp bule r cam 2..ato pun lebih dikenali dgn nm pompuan kelas pertghan..
muka : 5/10
body: 5/10
ha..lebih kurang begitu r Kodamian

Chikong





yg nie brulah Chikong..Chikong brmksud pompuan perfect n bnyk aset pentingnya..
muka : perfect
body : best, terbaik

Eastern Plaza Tawau Banyak Chikong Berhambur

ini pic idzam, aku n mael during jln2 di eastern plaza bebaru nie..eastern plaza nie shopping complex terbesar di Tawau, tp x r besar mna pun n mmbosankan..yg wat aku ska g si2 sbb bnyk chikong merayau disi2..hahaha..2 yg best..brsih mata dicucinya...

ni plak aku maer ciko..pic nie ditangkap oleh si fozi..bertempat di dpn main door eastern plaza..xde keje kan..so nie sume ngah pandang chikong2 yg lalu lalang..huhu

Air Terjun Taman Bukit Tawau

Hari tu aku ngan kwn2 lama aku pegi r sana bermandi-manda r konon..
best gak r..aku, jijan, shahrul, ciko, ume, amer, dan foji yg pigi...
disna kami maen2 gitar, brnyanyi brsma2..ok r..tp yg malas nya nie sbb rmai lak lago2 disna..
bukan np..dorg ada sna kami ndak kesah..tp mslhnya dorg nie suka wat hal disana..konon2 taman 2 dorg yg pnya..padahal masok sana sma2 gak bayar seringgit..hissshhh..
so abz mndi2 sdh kami pun brgmbr2 utk kenangan..mana r tau ada antara kami mati dulu lak nnt..hahaha...

nie sume kwn aku
dari kiri : fozi, shahrul, amer, ume, jijan, ciko

nie bru aku.

H@i@D@U@P a@K@u@!@!@!

hidup kena boiL!!
org ckp pe bnda tah
kite support je
tp jgn bgi die kembang
kang nnt pijak kepala plak..

hidup kena mcm musik!!
ada rentak dan ada iramanya
kadang sedih kadang gembira
tp jgn lupa Allah yang Esa..

kite kena relek!!
xprlu r nak kesah hal len
apa ada trime je r
biar sume berjalan sendiri
biar sume berlalu pergi..

aku kosong
xde pape..
aku xmen ngan dunia nie..
but sing with this world..

Rugby!!!

This is my first time joining rugby team in my whole life. I start play it for UiTM HunterZ Team. Before I start my training, I have heard many bad thing about playing rugby. I heard about the injured player (patah tanganlah, patah kakilah, patah hidung, patah inilah itulah, ada2 jak). Then I labelled this game as one of the dangerous game and seriously I feel scared to play.

The training start. I start feel comfortable with other players and also the game. Yeah, I got injured for my first time when I get tackled by my training members at the first day training. I learn many thing about rugby there but I didn't see any violent in game.

The first match, UiTM HunterZ vs Unimas A. I feel very excited for the game. But when I reach at the field. I feel down. My mental still weak. I saw all our opponent was bigger than me, hahah. The game start. I was a substitute player that time. I saw the game my full attention. There I saw the real game. It was more aggresive than I thought. I got sweat there, hehe.

Second half game start. I play at blind wing position. Dup, Dap, Dup, Dap..My heart beating so fast. Priiiiiiittttt.. Referee blow the whistle show the game start. We all play as best as we can. About 5 minutes after that, I get tackld by my opponent. BOOOMMMM!!!sakit gak r...But I feel great after that. I feel the spirit of rugby. The true spirit of rugby. And I start my new perception about rugby. It's was not a dangerous game for me anymore. It was a very fun game that need a high stamina and thinking. Now I know what is truly rugby is.

Bile oWg dH LuPe diRi

FUCK CULTURE SHOCK: bagi aku. perjalanan mengejar cita2. bermula di universiti. bagi aku segalanya dalam hidup berubah juga di universiti. bila yang dijaga keluar dari jagaannya, bila yg kampung keluar dari kampungnya, bila yg miskin berjumpa yang kaye, bila sikawan melupakan kawannya,bila yang loser bertemu yang poser, bila yang baik bertemu yang jahat. dari timur ke barat. dari kampung ke bandar. dari rumah ke luar. hegemoni dari rakan? kejutan budaya?FUCK lah! bila si ustad dah tak igt dunia. bila si baik pegi clubing. bila si alim dah pandai minum. bila si pembenci da start merokok.pukimaknye! daus kate. tahh. rashid kate. mat pen. abg kate. pokemak betol kan. wawan kate. all da best. raihan kate. ko simpan la pet ko neh. along kate.stylo gile.afiq kate.DALAM DUNIA NI ADE 2 JENIS MANUSIA. man kate. pegi la mampos. macha kate. Bahase Melayu aku mmg terok. tapi tak sedar diri lagi. aku juga si culture. pandai seda dirikan? for certain ppl. tak seda2 lagi. stop lah dari jd si hipokrit.ingat pesan mak. ingat pesan bapak. kamu tu dtg nk blaja. bukn melaram! aku tulis ape aku suke. kalo bace. aku tak suro. kalo tanak bace pegi la mampos! ade aku kesa?kalausakit ati tu. IM SORRY!, aku yg kate.

We Love Indie

I'm a music lover..
For me, anywhere in this world I just need music to live....hehe..
There are many genre of music such as metal, punk, pop, grunge, hip hop, RnB and many more.
Others music lover have their own perception on all these genre.

Now, I want to tell a story when I came to University Technology of Mara at Samarahan Campus. Here I must stay at Sri Mulu college. And I got 2 roommates which came from Peninsular of Malaysia that also like music. Everyone of us like different genre of music and have our own perception.

Zaqwan like metal. He listen to metal music such as Metallica, Slipknot, Lamb of God, and many more. He said, in metal music the sound is little harder than others music. People hear the music with their expression. They usually practise head banging. These people likes to go to concerts or gigs.

Rashid is a small teenager that like grunge music. He said grunge is unique than any other music. Grunge is an expression of feeling to the music. When people listen it, they might feel boring if they are not follow the flow of the music expression and emotional. It may sounds angry, sad, and happy.

And me..I love all...I'm Indie..I said to them " We are same, we are music lover, we should love all genre of music if you wanna be a rockstar". I always tell them about that. I show them the others genre, teach them about the others, let them hear it, fell it. They still can't accept it.

But they changed from day to day as I'm act towards it. Until one day, they was really changed into what I meant. They became Indie. Where we always go to Gigs together. They start hearing all type of music. And we start our own band named CocoBanana. I know this will happen. I do hope all music lover will open their music heart to all genre and not concentrate only to certain genre. And don't forget, to Malaysian Indie, Support Our Local Acts!!

Our CocoBanana Family members
From Left : Man BelenT, MuNey, Rashid Cobain, Zack Zakuan, Aboy Jingut
First Line : Aye Arkian

Revision week tersalah Guna..haha

Holiday!!!...
hehhe..its a very wonderful day...

yeah!!follow me,,,

here, Matang Family Park...







take picture with Pak Guard yang gagah...hehee





This is a vacation for us,just to release our tension of studies,assignments and classes.The picture above shows the entrance of the Matang Family Park.We all are very excited to satisfy each of our souls by splashing ourselves into the cold water fall,but not freezing you know..As you know,people like to release their tension by go to movies,clubbing,vandalism,fighting with people,punching doors,and many more,but us,we are not like that.We prefer to enjoy ourselves to playing with the nature.



The wonderful moment.
It tooks a few minutes for us to climb the hills searching for the best part of the water fall.Then we found it and got so excited.The photo shows three of the excited friends jumping into the water.

Thanks For The Cigarette

Life is like cigarette
That have the begining
and the ending...

Life begin when you start burn it
Then the smoke comes out
We can say it just like ou feeling
Sometimes feels sweet
Sour and bitter...

Every second it will getting short and short
Just like our life
We are getting old
And our life getting short...
Finally the tobacco will finish
That was the time we die..

So i hope everyone will smoking
And smoke frequently
For the smoker, do not stop smoking
Because, if you didn't smoke
It's mean you don't want your life
Or you just hate your life
And you are not thank to the God for the life given to you....

Warkah Sunyi Bergema

Org kata cinta itu indah
Org kata cinta itu membahagiakan
Org kata cinta itu suci
Org kata cinta itu nikmat

Tp…
Sedarkah kamu apa itu cinta?
Pernahkah cinta bagi kamu makan?
Pernahkah cinta itu bagi kamu minum?
Pernakah cinta itu bagi kamu duit?
Pernahkah cinta bagi kamu pakaian?

Jika pernah..
Apakah nilai sebuah cinta?
Adakah hanya untuk makanan?
Minuman?
Duit dan pakaian?

Tidak!!
Cinta itu bukan semata-mata itu..
Cinta juga bukan nafsu..

Mungkin kerana nafsu kita bercinta..
Mungkin kerana sesuatu kita bercinta..
Mungkin kerana kesempatan kita bercinta..
Mungkin kerana suka2 kita bercinta..

Kalo begitu untuk apa kita bercinta?
Kerana cinta kamu lupa ..
Kerana cinta kamu alpa ..
Kerana cinta kamu lalai..
Kerana cinta kamu hilang..

Tp kerana keegoaan..
Kamu mesti kata
“Cinta bagus bah”
“Cinta syok bah”
“Cinta hebat bah”
“Cinta saddap bah”

Mana ada!!
Padahal cinta itu bikin sengsara..
Sengsara dari segi duit..
Hati..
Fikiran dan badan..

Dari segi duit,
Kamu reload hp guna duit..betul sik??
Dari segi hati,
Kamu sakit hati bila melihat kecurangan cinta..benar sik??
Dari segi fikiran,
Kamu hari2 termenung dikatil memikirkan cinta..betul nak??
Dari segi badan,
Kamu sakit badan kerana melayan cinta..right sik??
Hahahah

Kadang2 nak gelak bila fikirkan cinta..
Sebab cinta kita merana..
Separuh mati kerana cinta..

Bila difikirkan..
Cinta seolah-olah untuk sementara..
Kerana pemikiran cinta berubah..

Biarlah..
Ok jugak untuk bercinta..
Ok jugak untuk hilang..

Ok lah..
Lain kali jangan bercinta..
Kalo anda tidak berani menanggung risikonya..
Bercintalah tanpa berubah hati dan pemikiran..
Jangan sampai menyesal dibelakang hari..

Aku tetap aku..
Cinta tetap cinta..
Dan cinta takkan sama dengan aku..
Dan aku tidak akan sama dengan cinta..